Digital Single • 2023
Hitlist RSVP
Released on June 30, 2023
One of Suti~Tooti’s personal favorites, Hitlist RSVP is an experimental clash of bossa-pop rhythms, distorted J-rock–inspired chants, and raw, unconstrained rap breakdowns. Beneath its playful anime and gaming references, voice acting, and abrasive sonic shifts lies a bleak meditation on suicidal ideation and the feeling of being punished for every mistake — questioning whether death is the only escape before collapsing into hopeless resignation. The contrast between light, off-kilter production and brutal subject matter makes the song intentionally unsettling.
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Make sure that I’m first on your hit list Put the trigger to my head I relinquish My life in the face of deadlines ahead Take my car and my money Leave my mistress I’m sick of being tired and anxious Watching the rise in expectations I close my eyes and try to escape them Too bad they’re tattooed inside of my eyelids Fuck I fear that only ending my life will set me free Therapy knows not of my rent My life is fucking misery I might have to catch a felony Attract a shinigami Hope he really put the heart attack on me If that Death Note you possess there is really legit Light Yagami I have a question May I make a reservation on top of your hitlist? Death, make sure that I’m first on yo hit list Name ya price I can promise you I’ll meet it Need a Bugatti, a Maserati, A bitch out in Abu Dhabi, Pinky promise to kill me Then I’ll get it You said no? Ahaha that’s cool. I guess I’ll forget it. Ay, don’t yo grandma stay at 26th & Michigan? Think the code to her garage 3-6-2-5-10 Think I’ll stop by and say “hi” with these bullets in hand Fuck It— Every time that I make a mistake Someone gets hurt and they let me know (Stay Alive) Jumping off bridges Creating bloody wrists Maybe if I just pass away then they’ll let it go Imma dress up as an omnic and walk into the city Hope they really put a bullet right through me If that Death Blossom is charged and you promise to hit it Ay Reaper I have a question Can I make a reservation on top of your Hitlist Oh please just let me die Waiting for your touch I gave up on life This is my dead end Stop tryin to convince me That I don’t wanna don’t die I made up my mind at 16 This diary don’t tell the future Deus Ex Machina Can’t nobody really save me Ain’t nobody come save me I don’t want you to save me (I DON’T WANT YOU TO SAVE ME) (STOP THINKIN YOU CAN CHANGE ME) Stop thinking you can change me My depressive episodes re-running like The Proud Family My family proud of me Graduating from ‘Hulman Momma telling stop and smell the roses Aku no Hana The flowers smell like evil Evel Knieval Even God playing tricks on a motherfucka Gave me beautiful woman Made me think my troubles disappear if I was loving on her Happiness is a facade The power doubles when you burnt as shit Agent 47 I got a question Can I make a reservation on top of your hit list?