WANTED — DEAD OR ALIVE. For the crime of stealing hearts and absconding with the hearts of the town maidens. The notorious Payne Brothers (Suti~Tooti and Damus King) are believed to travel swiftly, driven by devotion, bold intent, and a foot that's heavy on the gas. Known to arrive without warning, professing love, loyalty, and rescue in equal measure. Any person encountering these men is advised to surrender at once to the feeling they inspire. Acoustic guitar by Nickmusician.

I Want You

An American citizen becomes disillusioned to the American dream & the endless stream of lies spewed by grifters in our communities, media, and federal government. Produced by Skrullz.

Tokyo Grift

A single about clawing your way from hell into peace, finally resting in the roses.

Stuck in the Roses

An intense drum & bass song about a cold martyr, consumed by obsession and desperate for salvation in another person.

A Breaking Obsession

The highly requested sequel to 'From Us', an experimental hip-hop/jersey club fusion celebrating the beginnings of a new romatic relationship.

From Us, Pt. 2

The second collaboration with Indianapolis native kmë, 'From Us' details the experience of leaving a toxic relationship and struggling to let go — even when staying hurts worse than leaving...until someone new comes around.

From Us

A critical commentary on the choices made by voters in the 2024 US Presidential Election. The song criticizes those who prioritize personal financial gain over the well-being and lives of others.

Dive in the Lava

Named after the San Jose State University station that gave Suti his first radio placement, 90.5FM is a bright, drumless hip-hop track capturing the joy of being seen, feeling loved, and finally enjoying the life you're building. For fans of Tyler, The Creator and Mac Miller.

90.5 FM

"There is nothing noble in being silent when a cry for help is swallowed by pride." Driven by electronic snares and crunchy kicks, A Simple Phone Call is a moody alternative R&B trap track that explores the difficulty of reaching out for help during crisis and the pain of carrying your family's sins.

A Simple Phone Call

Being an artist with a dream is hard. Promoting yourself is even harder — especially while receiving constant hate from people you’ve never met, alongside the absence of support from those you hold closest. In moments like that, you’ve gotta keep the pen closer. Write down what’s on your mental, even if it turns friends off. Featuring J.O.W.Y.

Keep the Pen Closer

A slow, peaceful folk song about learning to forgive yourself and moving towards healing. For fans of Jacob Collier and Bon Iver.

The Moonlight Valley

Found Your Replacement is a bitter breakup track fueled by wounded pride and unresolved attachment. Blending bravado with resentment, the song explores the need to feel irreplaceable after being left — masking heartbreak with ego, jealousy, and the hollow victory of moving on too fast.

Found Your Replacement

A high-energy, anime-inspired bossa-pop track staged as a clash between an arrogant villain and an unbothered hero. Written after watching way too much Jujutsu Kaisen.

Are You Stupid/Crazy

One of Suti~Tooti’s personal favorites, Hitlist RSVP is an experimental clash of bossa-pop rhythms, distorted J-rock–inspired chants, and raw, unconstrained rap breakdowns. Beneath its playful anime and gaming references, voice acting, and abrasive sonic shifts lies a bleak meditation on suicidal ideation and the feeling of being punished for every mistake — questioning whether death is the only escape before collapsing into hopeless resignation. The contrast between light, off-kilter production and brutal subject matter makes the song intentionally unsettling.

Hitlist RSVP

Make Distance examines emotional withdrawal as a defense mechanism — recognizing the misogyny absorbed from red-pill rhetoric, isolating to avoid further heartbreak, and mistaking detachment for strength. Beneath the bravado, the song reveals low self-esteem, self-loathing, and the belief that distance is safer than being seen.

Make Distance

OFF THE SUMMIT is a winter-set EP about distance, memory, and slowly letting warmth back in. It opens on childhood scenes of isolating to deal with trauma, moves through self-questioning and learned detachment, and gradually softens into deep friendship and late-night conversations. The project ends on a bittersweet note, not having all the answers, but with an honest sense of feeling something real again. 

Off the Summit EP

Arpeggiate Winter is a short, peaceful piano piece meant to feel like walking through a magical winter forest.

Arpeggiate Winter

Run Through the Snow, Pt. 1 is a memory-driven track about childhood vulnerability and learning to cope by running. Growing up, running through the snow became a way to escape tension at home and quiet things that couldn’t be fixed — a habit of running formed early, chasing relief that never really arrived.

Run Through the Snow, Pt. 1

Run Through the Snow, Pt. 2, the third track from OFF THE SUMMIT, reflects on beginning to thaw after years of rejecting love and the fear of relearning empathy. In trying to explain that distance, the song wrestles with misdiagnosis and the fear that feeling again might expose a monster better left hidden.

Run Through the Snow, Pt. 2

Alone on New Year’s centers on two close friends whose platonic bond is repeatedly mistaken for romance. Through casual skits and mirrored verses, the song captures late-night conversations, (incorrect -_-) social assumptions, and the humor of spending New Year’s together as friends — before the night quietly hints at the possibility of meeting someone new.

Alone on New Years

The closing track on OFF THE SUMMIT, Christmas Endorphins is a ballad about physical closeness, attraction, and the rush of feeling something meaningful again after being at a distance for so long.

Christmas Endorphins

A comedic skit about Casper the ghost freeloading in Suti~Tooti’s apartment and refusing to leave.

Casper Won't Leave My House

Written after driving through the middle of an active car crash shortly after moving to the Bay Area, the song focuses on the aftermath — replaying the crash and questioning the decision to flee for survival. Ultimately, Suti begins to question whether he’s really built for the life of a hero.

Lost My Mind

Released on graduation day, May 31, 2022, 'It Was Only 4 Years' is Suti~Tooti’s debut EP, written largely during junior and senior year of college throughout the COVID-19 pandemic. The project documents a period of emotional isolation, instability, and self-awareness at the threshold between college and adulthood.

It Was Only 4 Years

Ambient Waves

Written after a difficult breakup, Patience explores the shame of being vulnerable about a past your partner could never accept, and the unspoken bitterness of waiting for pain to fade while the other person moves on.

Patience

Written during a period of extreme loneliness in college, Look, Save Me is a raw confession about desperation, ego, and the need to be seen. Told from the perspective of someone unraveling under isolation and self-doubt, the song confronts validation-seeking & emotional numbness.

Look, Save Me

A short improv piano piece recorded that night before abdominal surgery in early 2022.

Surgery At 2:42AM

Downtown (feat. KingKaarma)

Stop Hanging With Him is a disturbing, self-aware exploration of jealousy curdling into emotional volatility. Told from the perspective of someone spiraling under rejection and insecurity, the song confronts possessiveness, self-hatred, and the dangerous impulse to use pain — and even self-harm — as a way to regain control. Written just weeks before graduation.

Stop Hanging with Him

If you could help your love interest through emotional turmoil knowing they would ultimately choose someone else, would you still help? Romantic Therapist examines the ethical collapse that occurs when emotional care is given to someone who will never reciprocate it. Written the night before college graduation in 2022.

Romantic Therapist

pov you tried to watch Jujutsu Kaisen with your significant other and got WAAAY too into it lol

"Are You Stupid/Crazy" by Suti~Tooti -- AMV

Main anime used: Jujutsu Kaisen, Dragon Ball Super, Naruto + Shippuden)
If you need anime names at specific timestamps, ask me :] It's easier to answer each person individually tbh lol

Stream "Are You Stupid/Crazy" by Suti~Tooti:
https://open.spotify.com/track/3y5O4MIkyz4fXemL7IVc38?si=ae8380e848bb415a

Prod: @fredirie 
AMV Editor: @FainieYT

Are You Stupid/Crazy? (AMV)

I Want You (Visualizer)

A visual showcasing the endless sea of headlines Americans were bombarded during the first year of the Trump presidency. This video has been removed multiple times from TikTok and Instagram for violating community guidelines due to it directly referencing names of political figures and events. If you'd like to keep this video alive, please consider sharing the link to this video on your social media platforms and downloading a copy for safekeeping.

detour | Tokyo Grift

Stream "I Want You" on all platforms:

Lyrics:
I want you
I need you
You know I'm glad enough to save the day
I see you
I miss you
Foot on the gas
Baby I'm on the way

You done seen me at my lowest
Need ya here on the climb with me

We was closing on the peak
Until you slipped
Made a deep incision
Confused by perfume and the incense
I froze when you told me the news
(That you was with him)
Tone sunk inside of the room, 
And you could inference
I know that's why you ended it soon
And you ain't kiss him
(You don't miss him)
Then you laid by my side
Confidently loved you through all of this
Baby you know I

I want you
I need you
You know I'm glad enough to save the day
I see you
I miss you
Foot on the gas
Baby I'm on the way
I want you
I need you
You know I'm glad enough to save the day
I see you
I miss you
Foot on the gas
Baby I'm on the way

Your heart rate up
You sense that love
And it's feel good
Your heart is trynna tell your something
Listen to your intuition

The boon when you dock into yo mentions
The stone that the builder refused
I'm what you missing
My dome to the shoes
Ya muse for any mission
The way you listen
That attention's got me tempted

Ya loose lips
Gloss glistens and light emissions
My Bruce sig'
I cape up and take yo tension
I don't take no L's but I need you to be my Mrs
(I don't take no L's but I --)
(I don't take no L's but I need you to be my --)
(I don't take no L's but I --)
(I don't take no L's but I need you to be my Mrs)

I want you
I see you
I miss you
(Your heart rate up)
Foot on the gas
Baby I'm on the way
I want you
(It feels good)
I want you
I want you, I need you

I Want You (Official Audio) ft. Damus King & Nickmusicman

Pre-save "I Want You" by Suti~Tooti feat. Damus King & Nickmusicman

"I Want You" Announcement Video

Special Announcement this Tuesday, 10AM PST.

shot, directed, edited: Suti~Tooti

on the run | I Want You

Stream Tokyo Grift here:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootiskrullz/tokyogrift

Tokyo Grift ft. Skrullz (Visualizer)

filmed by: Suti~Tooti
Song: "Tokyo Grift" by Suti~Tooti
Full song: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hJqXXatJId4

Camera: Panasonic S5II

#minneapolis

just listen | Tokyo Grift

"Stuck In The Roses" by Suti~Tooti out now on all streaming platforms!!
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/stuckintheroses

Prod: Flist
Arrangement: Flist, Suti~Tooti

Lyrics:
This is the reason I came to the forest
Now riddle me this
Do you smell love in the breeze and the roses?
I remember when there wasn't a breeze
There wasn't no rose
There wasn't no peace
A dark void full of nothing but screams of agony
Satan really had a feast
The staircase full of trickery
Some of steps you'd take would drop underneath
Ya body would drop down 6 feet on the pit of the spikes, impaled for weeks
Was coughing up blood, I couldn't even breathe
The system was cold, it killed all my dreams
My vision was red as the blood on my jeans,
A hole in my chest, a broken esteem
Loan me hand through the misery, God, come gimme lease
And help please to
Find my peace of
Peace of Mind
Searching for some peace of mind
Peace of Mind,
Searching for peace of mind
If you see me I'll be stuck in the roses, baby
It's the first place that I dipped my toes in the lake of the peace
I made it
Run through it all, used to run through the snow
I run through goals now, ready
I face it all when I run through these keys like Usain Bolt, I'm deadly
This a 400 medley, catch me, handoff when I pass my legacy
To my nieces, nephews, babies
No scope, but you really can't faze me
I'm a whole different breed, I was only 16 when them niggas tried to press my daily
9 years and a dream, open the paper, you'll see that they press me daily
Turned suicide thoughts into suicide doors
Comments stay hating on me cause they bored
Niggas ain't flowing no more, they stagnant
Bitches ain't loving no more, they got imprints
Keep cosplaying a mannequin, making no moves, you can stay out my mentions
You wasn't hating on me, you was hating yourself for a lack of attention
Need to see me? I'll be stuck in the roses
Can't disturb my peace, I'm too free
(Please show me yo motive
Free no leech or locusts)
Wanna see me? I'm stuck in the roses
Nigga wish he was me
I'm chosen
(Ink is way too potent
Mission stay in focus)
Can't hurt me, I'm stuck in the roses
Had my feet in the blaze, I ain't lose faith
Meshach, 1, 2, step through the flames
You can't burn me, I'm stuck in the roses
Peace of Mind
Searching for some peace of mind
Peace of Mind,
Searching for peace of mind
Do you smell love in the breeze and the roses?

Stuck In The Roses (Official Audio)

Stream "A Breaking Obsession" by Suti~Tooti on all platforms!
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/abreakingobsession

Lyrics coming soon

A Breaking Obsession (Visualizer)

Featuring: @whoiskme 
Directed, Shot, and Edited by: Suti~Tooti (me)
Prod: @nerfjayy , Suti~Tooti

Stream "From Us, Pt. 2" by Suti~Tooti on all platforms!
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootikm/fromuspt2

Lyrics:
Uh
Step, 1, 2
Hit my dance with a clean face
Can't get sturdy no more, need a knee brace
Thumb press (BOOP)
Make distance, I need space
B-L-O-C-K felt great
I said we was cool, but that's only to save face
I can't hear you, no speaking, a mute case
New beginnings, I moved to a new place
Prayers up, that woman's a nutcase
Step, 1, 2 (I'm finna enter my best phase)
Yeah I miss out on points, we don't touch base
Straight to business, I done with these first dates
No more speaking to hoes that we can't save
Said she love me, I think this is fate
Keep that red string tied like a mufuckin' shoelace
Tay-K
Yeah I'm finna do the race back home
I don't miss you, I'm stuck on my new bae

Heh, I don't think they heard me
I said I'm stuck on my new bae

THATS MY LADY.
A messy hoe spilt tea
And want a Hanma to clean up
THATS MY BABY
Niggas broke as they teeth
Stay talkin bout a prenup
Sheesh
10-4, Hear you loud and clear
Baby looks so good them
Other bitches shed tears
Said I look like JPEG
You can take picture
PNG, we your screensave
(You tell me lies, I act dumb, I don't notice)
She look good from the front and the back
A to Z, Lumiose
Take a trip up to Paris then to NYC, Tokyo
Baby tell me what you need
Fuck a credit card fee
Eleven cards in my hands, summon Slifer in the streets
Put white sneaks in the mud for you,
Got nothing but love for you
Leave hot water & and the bubbles in the tub for you
Uggs on the rug baby
(Controlling emotions, I know I can't hold them)
You aint ever on bullshit
I love when youre over
I love when youre closer
I wanna make music in the sheets
Symphony composing
You can give birth to my son, Beethoven
You dispose of these niggas over and over again
They just posers
Im lucky, and chocolate, call me Black Clover
The Hillbilly Kobe, game over, Im the closer

Ain't got to prove it to me
I know what you need
It's minimal space from me
I love what I see
Just cause it ain't easy
Don't mean it ain't for m--
(Tell me that you love me)
(Tell me that you love me)

Uh
Step, 1, 2
Hit my dance with a clean face
Can't get sturdy no more, need a knee brace
Thumb press (BOOP)
Make distance, I need space
B-L-O-C-K felt great
I said we was cool, but that's only to save face
I can't hear you, no speaking, a mute case
New beginnings, I moved to a new place
Prayers up, that woman's a nutcase
Step, 1, 2 (I'm finna enter my best phase)
Yeah I miss out on points, we don't touch base
Straight to business, I done with these first dates
No more speaking to hoes that we can't save
Said she love me, I think this is fate
Keep that red string tied like a mufuckin' shoelace
Tay-K
Yeah I'm finna do the race back home
I don't miss you, I'm stuck on my new bae

From Us, Pt. 2 (Official Music Video)

From Us, Pt. 2 feat. @whoiskme 
Prod by. @nerfjayy & @sutitootimusic 

Yall asked for the outro for Pt. 1 to be its own song; your wish is my command

Stream "From Us, Pt. 2" on Spotify, Apple Music, etc
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootikm/fromuspt2

Stream "From Us, Pt. 2" on SoundCloud:
https://soundcloud.com/sutitooti/from-us-pt-2

Download from Bandcamp (pay what you want):
https://sutitooti.bandcamp.com/track/from-us-pt-2

Lyrics:
Uh
Step, 1, 2
Hit my dance with a clean face
Can't get sturdy no more, need a knee brace
Thumb press (BOOP)
Make distance, I need space
B-L-O-C-K felt great
I said we was cool, but that's only to save face
I can't hear you, no speaking, a mute case
New beginnings, I moved to a new place
Prayers up, that woman's a nutcase
Step, 1, 2 (I'm finna enter my best phase)
Yeah I miss out on points, we don't touch base
Straight to business, I done with these first dates
No more speaking to hoes that we can't save
Said she love me, I think this is fate
Keep that red string tied like a mufuckin' shoelace
Tay-K
Yeah I'm finna do the race back home
I don't miss you, I'm stuck on my new bae
Heh, I don't think they heard me
I said I'm stuck on my new bae
THATS MY LADY.
A messy hoe spilt tea
And want a Hanma to clean up
THATS MY BABY
Niggas broke as they teeth
Stay talkin bout a prenup
Sheesh
10-4, Hear you loud and clear
Baby looks so good them
Other bitches shed tears
Said I look like JPEG
You can take picture
PNG, we your screensave
(You tell me lies, I act dumb, I don't notice)
She look good from the front and the back
A to Z, Lumiose
Take a trip up to Paris then to NYC, Tokyo
Baby tell me what you need
Fuck a credit card fee
Eleven cards in my hands, summon Slifer in the streets
Put white sneaks in the mud for you,
Got nothing but love for you
Leave hot water & and the bubbles in the tub for you
Uggs on the rug baby
(Controlling emotions, I know I can't hold them)
You aint ever on bullshit
I love when youre over
I love when youre closer
I wanna make music in the sheets
Symphony composing
You can give birth to my son, Beethoven
You dispose of these niggas over and over again
They just posers
Im lucky, and chocolate, call me Black Clover
The Hillbilly Kobe, game over, Im the closer
Ain't got to prove it to me
I know what you need
It's minimal space from me
I love what I see
Just cause it ain't easy
Don't mean it ain't for m--
(Tell me that you love me)
(Tell me that you love me)
Uh
Step, 1, 2
Hit my dance with a clean face
Can't get sturdy no more, need a knee brace
Thumb press (BOOP)
Make distance, I need space
B-L-O-C-K felt great
I said we was cool, but that's only to save face
I can't hear you, no speaking, a mute case
New beginnings, I moved to a new place
Prayers up, that woman's a nutcase
Step, 1, 2 (I'm finna enter my best phase)
Yeah I miss out on points, we don't touch base
Straight to business, I done with these first dates
No more speaking to hoes that we can't save
Said she love me, I think this is fate
Keep that red string tied like a mufuckin' shoelace
Tay-K
Yeah I'm finna do the race back home
I don't miss you, I'm stuck on my new bae

From Us, Pt. 2 (Official Audio)

km: https://www.youtube.com/@whoiskme

Part 2 is out now: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-DI1n6VKeBE

You can stream "From Us" on all platforms!!
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootikm/fromus


Prod.  @nerfjayy 
Co-Prod: Suti~Tooti
Directed by: Suti~Tooti,  @whoiskme  
Shot by: Suti~Tooti

Lyrics:
I can't get away from us
You asked me to go (bae, no)
I can't get away from us
We not gonna hit this out with a lady
She can see me at a distance loving you, baby
I feel better when I'm with you (better when I'm with you)
Feel better when I'm with you (I'm better when I'm with you)
She can see me if she wants to, but ain't shit brazy
Bitch left me, now she calling me crazy
I hope that you see the truth
Proof is in the pudding, and it really ain't sweet
From us, but I'm here with you
They said that we couldn't when they learned them deets
Need to be like Mike and go bea--
What I do to deserve ill intentions?
We don't speak on her name, Ain't no mentions
We don't think or do speak in past tense
Yes, my crown is heavy but I wear it
Can't be down when I'm up, it don't make sense
She left me, now she sad, but it makes sense
Little bitch left me, she broke, need to make cents
Bitterness in my heart, Bitch I hate this
You tell me lies, I act dumb, I don't notice
Controlling emotions, I know I can't hold them
When you're not on your bullshit, I love when you're over
Aside from your bullshit, I love when you're open
In and out of my brain cause I don't know your motive
You're way too controlling
She keep doing me bad, I go back, I'm not focused
I put you first and you left me heartbroken, oh no
You need your space, so I told you to go
A genuine heart is a gift and a curse
Boxed and we had that shit dead like a hearse
Don't show my feeling, but know that it hurts
You come around, your intentions not showing
I know that you're bad, I'm just gone in the moment
I know that you're bad, but you're too damn controlling
I know you're not mad, I'm just gone for the moment, I know
Bae I'm not mad but just go for the moment, just go
I know that you're bad, I'm just gone in the moment, I know
In love with the racks, the racks, cause you had to go
No I'm not mad but baby
You begged me to stay, then asked me to go
Bae, no
I can't get away from us
Uh
Step, 1, 2
Hit my dance with a clean face
Cant get sturdy no more, need a knee brace
Thumb press (BOOP)
Make distance, I need space
B-L-O-C-K felt great
I said we was cool, but thats only to save face
I cant hear you, no speaking, a mute case
New beginnings, I moved to a new place
Prayers up, that womans a nutcase 
Step, 1, 2 (I'm finna enter my best phase)
Yeah I miss out on points, we don't touch base
Straight to business, I done with these first dates
No more speaking to hoes that we can't save
Said she love me, I think this is fate
Keep that red string tied like a mufuckin' shoelace
Tay-K
Yeah I'm finna do the race back home
I don't miss you, I'm stuck on my new bae

From Us ft. kmë (Music Video)

A song about the 2024 US Presidential Election...mainly just for me to cope tbh. Hope you um...find solace in knowing that you're not bizzare; you just live in Bizzaro World.

Stream "Dive In The Lava" by Suti~Tooti here:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/diveinthelava

Dive In The Lava (Visualizer)

KSJS 90.5 FM was the first radio station to play my music (Alone on New Year was the track in case you we're wondering :] ). I wrote this song maybe a day or two after. Shoutout to Lyssa for the placement!

Vocals, Engineering, Lyrics by: Suti~Tooti
Produced by: 4Most Productions ( @4mostProduction ) 
Shot, directed, edited by: Suti~Tooti (me)

Music video shot on Panasonic Lumix G7 (Lenses: 25mm f/1.7 & 14-140mm f/3.5-5.6)

Lyrics:
Please don't move girl
I'm training I'm gone see you at the station
If you turn on that radio to 90.5
You'll hear me on the station
Out here they really know me
Out here they really love me
It's birds from a feather
Yeah I'm feeling lovey-dovey
It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this

Please don't move girl
I'm training I'm gone see you at the station
If you turn on that radio to 90.5
You'll hear me on the station
Out here they really know me
Out here they really love me
It's birds from a feather
Yeah I'm feeling lovey-dovey
It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this

It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this
They think that I study Jujutsu
I'm in my domain
That explain why I still ain't ever miss
Shoot in 4k, all my footage look crisp
Stephen A. Smith, in Cali but I stay off the weed
An assassin, I stick by my creed
Baby, take a leap of faith
You can trust in
ME

Please don't move girl
I'm training I'm gone see you at the station
If you turn on that radio to 90.5
You'll hear me on the station
Out here they really know me
Out here they really love me
It's birds from a feather
Yeah I'm feeling lovey-dovey
It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this

Please don't move girl
I'm training I'm gone see you at the station
If you turn on that radio to 90.5
You'll hear me on the station
Out here they really know me
Out here they really love me
It's birds from a feather
Yeah I'm feeling lovey-dovey
It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this

It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this
Ice so cold that it froze my wrist
Stone Cold Stunner, Rock a nigga off the list
Niggas turn to Animals around me
And if they ever Cross me then I'mma have to pull out my Switch
Yes I have a Need for Speed
I'm the Most Wanted nigga in these streets
Need a hit, then you talk to
ME

Please don't move girl
I'm training I'm gone see you at the station
If you turn on that radio to 90.5
You'll hear me on the station
Out here they really know me
Out here they really love me
It's birds from a feather
Yeah I'm feeling lovey-dovey
It's hard to hate living when I'm living like this

90.5 FM (Music Video)

Turn on captions for lyrics :]

Stream "A Simple Phone Call" on all platforms:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/asimplephonecall

Prod: @producedbyshawty 

Lyrics:
Pick up the phone
I need to tell you something
Pick up the phone
I need to tell you something

Dont leave me alone
Dont leave me alone

Dont leave me alone
Im so scared of the cold
I fold when darkness comes
I know to atone for sins Ive done

Hell in a cell
Undertaken, wrestling with myself and the vices that tempt me
Sex, weed, maybe Henessey 
Sink in the water and pray to the Lord that no one helps
Drown and decease a bloodline full of felonies

I cant call up your phone even when Im alone
Cause abandonment issues afflict me
Had a problem with overdosing and the knives in the drawer
Its all too tempting
Thats on top of the fact that my ego is barely in tact
And a dial tone hurts me

So please pick up the phone
(Please pick up the phone)

You cannot leave me alone

Pick up the phone
I need to tell you something

Dont leave me alone
You cannot leave me alone

A Simple Phone Call (Visualizer)

Being an artist with a dream is HARD...like...VERY HARD. Promoting yourself is even harder, especially when you're receiving constant hate from people you've never met & no support from those you hold closest. That's why you've gotta keep the pen closer. Write down what's on your mental, even if turns friends off. Please don't give up on your dream. If you start to question if you should, come back to this song, ground yourself, and start creating :]

Stream "Keep The Pen Closer" here:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootijowy/keepthepencloser

Written by Suti~Tooti & @j.o.w.y4268 
Produced by @PieperBeats

Keep The Pen Closer ft. J.O.W.Y (Official Music Video)

Recently, a friend of mine was dealing with sui - - cidal thoughts, an issue I dealt with most of my life up until recently. I made this song to comfort them and others. I know it's not comforting to hear, but most situations are really temporary. They seem inescapable, but there's almost always light at the end of the tunnel. If you keep fighting, if you reach out for help when you need it, if you make an honest effort to turn your life around, you'll eventually reach a place of healing. You'll reach The Moonlight Valley

Prod by: @prodvelvet 
Click here to listen to "The Moonlight Valley" on your favorite streaming service:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/themoonlightvalley

The Moonlight Valley (Official Music Video)

Stream "Found Your Replacement" by Suti~Tooti & Tiarah Kay
https://hypeddit.com/sutitootitiarahkay/foundyourreplacement

I wrote this song in-call with Tiarah about a year ago. I was in middle of a music-block; she DEMANDED I create a new song...I wrote about being bitter about my last relationship. She LIKED IT :D Almost a year later, I asked her to be on the song...and now we're here :]

Prod by: @ryini 

Lyrics:
Sometimes I sit...
Sometimes I sit here hard-stuck here wishing
Sometimes I, sometimes I feel like
My heart is fishing for love, emotion, compassion
Someone come and show me the motions
Why is love so damn irrational

Bitch, if you had a problem, you should've came and just talked to me
But of course you didn't, now you back in Indy tripping
Hoping leaving me wasn't blasphemy
You was mad that I ain't clean the dishes
Screaming, petitioning against peace, don't seem to get it
Niggas like me don't come by often, too busy winning
Checks in my bank account bi-weekly, come see the difference
Body count stay low, but this account don't, look at all them digits
Ah shit, I'm almost out of space, go to delete your digits
Any excuse to just forget you, I'll take it quickly
Don't have to tempt me, don't want these memories no more
I hope that you like that empty kitchen we don't fuck no more

You must be colorblind, the grass is not greener on the other side
I told your ass a fucking million times
but you won't throw away that silly pride
I hope you find a man that cannot replace me
So you can see what you wasted
Come get your bags up out this motherfucking basement
I already have found your replacement

Take my heart and walk off somewhere with it
Couldn't bring me any bliss
And soon you'll find
We're not easily replaceable
Unfavorable, unescapable (unescapable)
People like this don't come by too often
You don't seem to get it
I'm by his side whenever he needs me
So fuck all you bitches
Baby I'll risk my life whenever you need me
If these bitches talk to you then I'ma catch a first degree

That's fine by me, don't need those memories no more
I hope that you like that empty kitchen we don't fuck no more

You must be colorblind, the grass is not greener on the other side
He to warn your ass a million times
but you won't throw away that silly pride
I hope you find a man that cannot replace me
So you can see what you wasted
Come get your bags up out this motherfucking basement
I already have found your replacement

Found Your Replacement (Visualizer)

Lyric video to Hitlist RSVP by Suti~Tooti (me).

Song is available for streaming on all platforms: https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/hitlistrsvp

Check out the "Hitlist RSVP" Visualizer: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MyqK8jsNOjI

Producer:  @fredirie  
Lyrics, Vocals, Engineering: Suti~Tooti (me)

LYRICS:
--------------------
VERSE 1
Make sure that Im first on your hit list
Put the trigger to my head
I relinquish
My life in the face of deadlines ahead
Take my car and my money
Leave my mistress
Im sick of being tired and anxious
Watching the rise in expectations
I close my eyes and try to escape them
Too bad theyre tattooed inside of my eyelids
Fuck

CHORUS
I fear that only ending my life will set me free
Therapy knows not of my rent
My life is fucking misery
I might have to catch a felony
Attract a shinigami
Hope he really put the heart attack on me
If that Death Note you possess there is really legit
Light Yagami I have a question
May I make a reservation on top of your hitlist?

VERSE 2
Death, make sure that Im first on yo hit list
Name ya price I can promise you Ill meet it
Need a Bugatti, a Maserati,
A bitch out in Abu Dhabi,
Pinky promise to kill me
Then Ill get it
You said no?
Ahaha thats cool. I guess Ill forget it.
Ay, dont yo grandma stay at 26th & Michigan?
Think the code to her garage 3-6-2-5-10
Think Ill stop by and say hi with these bullets in hand
Fuck It

CHORUS 2
Every time that I make a mistake
Someone gets hurt and they let me know
(Stay Alive)
Jumping off bridges
Creating bloody wrists
Maybe if I just pass away then theyll let it go
Imma dress up as an omnic and walk into the city
Hope they really put a bullet right through me
If that Death Blossom is charged and you promise to hit it
Ay Reaper I have a question
Can I make a reservation on top of your Hitlist

POST CHORUS
Oh please just let me die
Waiting for your touch
I gave up on life
This is my dead end

VERSE 3
[STOP TRYIN TO CONVINCE ME]
Stop tryin to convince me
That I dont wanna dont die
I made up my mind at 16
This diary dont tell the future
Deus Ex Machina
Cant nobody really save me
Aint nobody come save me
I dont want you to save me
[I DONT WANT YOU TO SAVE ME]
[STOP THINKIN YOU CAN CHANGE ME]
Stop thinking you can change me
My depressive episodes re-running like The Proud Family
My family proud of me
Graduating from Hulman
Momma telling stop and smell the roses 
Aku no Hana
The flowers smell like evil
Evel Knieval
Even God playing tricks on a motherfucka
Gave me beautiful woman
Made me think my troubles disappear if I was loving on her
Happiness is a facade
The power doubles when you burnt as shit
Agent 47 I got a question
Can I make a reservation on top of your hit list?

Hitlist RSVP / Suti~Tooti (Lyric Video)

A lazily edited visualizer for Hitlist RSVP by Suti~Tooti (me). The AMV parts were edited in homage to Masashi Ishihama

Based on my own experience. Questioning if death is the only way out, being punished for every mistake, then ultimately giving up hope on things getting better and deciding it may actually be the only way out of their misery...yeah, it's pretty depressing, but at least it bops.

Stream "Hitlist RSVP" by Suti~Tooti: https://linktr.ee/sutitooti

Producer: @fredirie 
Lyrics, Vocals, Engineering: Suti~Tooti (me)

LYRICS:
--------------------
VERSE 1
Make sure that Im first on your hit list
Put the trigger to my head
I relinquish
My life in the face of deadlines ahead
Take my car and my money
Leave my mistress
Im sick of being tired and anxious
Watching the rise in expectations
I close my eyes and try to escape them
Too bad theyre tattooed inside of my eyelids
Fuck

CHORUS
I fear that only ending my life will set me free
Therapy knows not of my rent
My life is fucking misery
I might have to catch a felony
Attract a shinigami
Hope he really put the heart attack on me
If that Death Note you possess there is really legit
Light Yagami I have a question
May I make a reservation on top of your hitlist?

VERSE 2
Death, make sure that Im first on yo hit list
Name ya price I can promise you Ill meet it
Need a Bugatti, a Maserati,
A bitch out in Abu Dhabi,
Pinky promise to kill me
Then Ill get it
You said no?
Ahaha thats cool. I guess Ill forget it.
Ay, dont yo grandma stay at 26th & Michigan?
Think the code to her garage 3-6-2-5-10
Think Ill stop by and say hi with these bullets in hand
Fuck It

CHORUS 2
Every time that I make a mistake
Someone gets hurt and they let me know
(Stay Alive)
Jumping off bridges
Creating bloody wrists
Maybe if I just pass away then theyll let it go
Imma dress up as an omnic and walk into the city
Hope they really put a bullet right through me
If that Death Blossom is charged and you promise to hit it
Ay Reaper I have a question
Can I make a reservation on top of your Hitlist

POST CHORUS
Oh please just let me die
Waiting for your touch
I gave up on life
This is my dead end

VERSE 3
[STOP TRYIN TO CONVINCE ME]
Stop tryin to convince me
That I dont wanna dont die
I made up my mind at 16
This diary dont tell the future
Deus Ex Machina
Cant nobody really save me
Aint nobody come save me
I dont want you to save me
[I DONT WANT YOU TO SAVE ME]
[STOP THINKIN YOU CAN CHANGE ME]
Stop thinking you can change me
My depressive episodes re-running like The Proud Family
My family proud of me
Graduating from Hulman
Momma telling stop and smell the roses 
Aku no Hana
The flowers smell like evil
Evel Knieval
Even God playing tricks on a motherfucka
Gave me beautiful woman
Made me think my troubles disappear if I was loving on her
Happiness is a facade
The power doubles when you burnt as shit
Agent 47 I got a question
Can I make a reservation on top of your hit list?

Hitlist RSVP / Suti~Tooti (Visualizer)

Available for streaming on all platforms below :]
https://fanlink.to/iwnA

Make Distance (feat. kmë) / Suti~Tooti

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Arpeggiate Winter  Suti~Tooti

OFF THE SUMMIT EP

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2023-11-24

Auto-generated by YouTube.

Part 1 of a song about escaping your problems by running through the snow.

Stream the "OFF THE SUMMIT EP" here:

Run Through The Snow, Pt. 1 / Suti~Tooti (Visualizer)

How I've learned to empathize, understanding what pain isolation inflicts on family members, trying to diagnose myself to determine why I was so distant, and how I've habitually found comfort in just being snow. (prolly should just let the music do the telling...but eh, YouTuber stuff requires i put this here .-. )

Stream "Run Through The Snow, Pt. 2" by Suti~Tooti here:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/runthroughthesnowpt2

You can also stream the rest of "OFF THE SUMMIT EP" here:
https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/offthesummitep

Run Through The Snow, Pt. 2 / Suti~Tooti (Visualizer)

As requested, here's a lyric video! Sorry this took so long :P

Alone on New Years (feat. Nadiya) / Suti~Tooti | LYRIC VIDEO

Huge shout-out to Nadiya Carcana for the feature. Amazing performance :']
prod. @fredirie 

Nadiya: https://www.instagram.com/nadiyacarc/

Lyric Video: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XxSX5XxfS-Y

The beginning of the song is a recreation of a conversation I had with one of my best friends recently after a night of clubbing. For whatever reason, everyone always thinks we're together...I'm tired of it Song is a male & female perspective on basically...well...getting c**kblocked lol Oh, and not wanting to be alone on New Year's.

Lyrics
=====
[INTRO]
You cant call me a baby-sitter just because Im helping you
(Yes you are)
No Im not, and I dont know why you keep saying this
(Because you are)
Im choosing to spend time with you
I want to be here, ok
(Whatever)
But also, its 3AM, so I dont want to be here
So can we get up and go?
(Yeah, my dads going to kill me
Lets just go)
(Ok yall two looking cute, ok
whered you meet her)
Uh nope, no no nope, ah ah 
Were not dating

[VERSE 1]
I really think I need a girlfriend 
Every time that I walk in a club
I'm there with my best friend
And she's pretty but damn
I'm sick of the misconceptions
Every time we're seen together 
There's this perception
That's she my girl
And I'm her guy
I can't count all the times
I found a sexy light-skin babe on the couch
Send me heart eyes
Until my best friend hugs me
It's looks too lovey-dovey
Another night I'm going home alone
With no one to touch me
Damn

[CHORUS]
I really think I need a girlfriend
I really think I need a girlfriend
Living alone your whole life is one fear
But I'm just scared of being alone on New Years 

[VERSE 2]
I really think I need a boyfriend
Every time that I go out to eat
I'm there with my best friend
He's a cool talk
But I wanna go on a date and
I'm tired going 50-50 on this bill, man
See the man of my dreams
I think I'm on cloud nine
I look his direction
One-two
We met eyes
But he sees my best friend with me
The guy won't even approach me
Another night in bed
Nobody to lick this lipstick off me
Damn

[CHORUS]
I really think I need a boyfriend 
I really think I need a boyfriend
Living alone your whole life is one fear
But Im just scared of being alone on New Years

[BRIDGE]
(Alone)
Like I probably shouldve called my friends
But its alright, Ill figure it out
Now I aint usually the type to approach
Unless something catches my attention
(Shes bad, boy)
You steady walking in them high heels
But if you thought I aint see you, baby, you trippin

[VERSE 3]
Baby look up
(Six minutes till dawn, It's almost New Year's)
Got to make up your mind
Am I only worth a kiss 
Or do we got something more going on here
Baby hold up
I know a spot 
Christmas in the Park, downtown
We don't need a club
We don't need a drink
We don't need the rails
Take me to the brink
You can be my light
I can be your knight
If you take me home 
This night will not be silent
Roses are red
Violets are blue
If you need a man 
I will volunteer as tribute
You got a whole plan
I do not want to distract
I just want to contribute
My ego's almost as tall as you
I'll be honest if you're going to be honest with me too

[CHORUS]
I really think I need a girlfriend
(I really think I need a girlfriend)
I really think I need a boyfriend
Living alone your whole life is one fear
But I'm just scared of being alone on New Year's

Alone on New Years (feat. Nadiya) / Suti~Tooti (Visualizer)

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Christmas Endorphins  Suti~Tooti  Dexter Yu

OFF THE SUMMIT EP

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2023-11-24

Auto-generated by YouTube.

Background Story: In 2022, my job was having a Diwali/Halloween event (it's a very Indian company). Since 3 people were doing songs for the Diwali, I was asked to perform some Halloween songs...of which I only knew "Thriller" & "The Adam's Family". So that night, with only 2 nights left before the performance, I found a beat online & free-styled, entirely off the top, this song. It was recorded, mixed, and mastered in 1 hr lol. Live performance went very well, received a standing ovation :]

Stream "Casper Won't Leave my House" by Suti~Tooti: https://hypeddit.com/sutitooti/casper

Lyrics: 
Honestly I used to think
Ghosts were kinda scary
But the tariffs the government charges me
On California state taxes
Are more beware-y
These ghosts kinda did their job the first couple of nights
I couldn't sleep
I couldn't write
I couldn't ride my back
Oh my gosh
My house isn't mine...
...I hate this
But now it's been like 3 weeks
And Halloween already passed
What are you doing?!
Stop eating all of my cheese in the fridge...
...I don't even know why I have that...
...I'm lactose-intolerant
But that's besides the point
Look
Get out my house please
It's an apartment
It's got one bedroom for a good reason
You weren't there when I talked to the landlord
For this agreement
You didn't sign

So listen Casper let's have an honest conversation
Alright

(Casper)
There's no conversation to have here
I love your place

Okay
Well that's pretty cool
But I really just got out of school
And I don't wanna share an apartment
With a ghost that won't pay half rent

(Casper)
But you cook so well
I really love your Korean Beef Bulgolgi

I wouldn't have a problem with you eating if you did the dishes
If you really want to keep your wishes
And stay in this house
You need to do your chores at least

(Casper)
What type of heathenry is that
It's Trick-or-Treat

You might as well not even say the "treat" part
You've only tricked me
You're kinda like my ex
Now please
Will you leave

(Casper)
Absolutely not on God's green earth

See
You're just like my ex
Please just get out my house
Before I get a restraining order
I'm sick of this
Ghostbusters
Come and get rid of this little
Sh**

Casper Won't Leave my House / Suti~Tooti (prod. Altitvde.)

3 weeks after moving to the Bay, I drove through the middle of a car crash as it happened...I walked out fine, but it caused me to question my ethics. This song was made to cope with my emotions.

Beat: @lofiamanda7127

Stream Here: [insert link]

Lyrics:
I'm driving back home 
From seeing her off to Seattle
(I'm not your therapist)
(I'm not your therapist)
Heart heavy
This shit got me rattled
Battle between my chest and my ethics
(I'm not your savior)
(I'm not your savior)
I said "F"-it
That ain't the motive
Stop being emotive
You need the homies here
(I try to be your hero)
(Try to be your hero)
The plans are in my tears
Change the world
Save ya city
Them the stakes here

Better save myself first

I'm driving north on 280
Blasting songs about a Triforce
Until something crazy
(Until something crazy)
Flies into my ears
The sound of a "clunk, clunk"
Shaq just dunked an SUV right into this Jeep's trunk
Cars spinning into the walls
I'm breakin' trynna make sure I dont get myself involved
Glass everywhere
This is chaos
Drive through the middle
My mental is way off
Do I call
Do I help
Do I leave
I saw sparks
Can they breathe
MAKE A QUICK DECISION
So I sped off

(laughs)

(Am I just out of my mind?)
He dreams about saving
He won't even help the people right next to him
(Have I just lost my mind?)
Fake hero
Die for the people
Or they don't mean shit to you
(Oh, why am I not crying?)
(Am I just out of my mind?)
You aint tough enough
Delusional
Your heart isn't big enough

Am I just out of my mind?
(Am I just out of my mind?)
Have I just lost my mind?
(Have I just lost my mind?)
Oh, why am I not crying
(Why am I not crying?)
Am I just out of my mind?
(My heart is not strong enough for this)


Am I just out of my mind?
(Am I just out of my mind?)
Have I just lost my mind?
(Have I just lost my mind?)
Oh, why am I not crying
(Why am I not crying?)
Am I just out of my mind?

Lost My Mind / Suti~Tooti (car crash song)

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Ambient Waves  Suti~Tooti  Stephen Collier Payne  Stephen Collier Payne

It Was Only 4 Years

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2022-05-31

Auto-generated by YouTube.

Uh, this was made a couple years after a break-up. Thought back to my feelings during that time I never expressed. Ye ye, that's the backstory :]

Beat: @tennis player

Lyrics:
Sun blaze 
No rays
Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience
My mistake
I'm disgraced
While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations 

I'm layered up but the cold goes right through my breast
Can't cover the hole you left in my chest 
With money, funny, flex, or sex 
And I don't know what's worse 
The pain of you being with him or this empty room
Shrooms bloom all up 
The toxins I spewed that day now fume the room
And I'm so frustrated
You begged me to show all of me and that includes
All of the things I wear
The ice and my mask to distract from my heart stomping boots
I told you I can't fall in love
My empathy lacks
So why would you
Give me a chance
See it's all your fault
You gave me the space to backstab you too

Sun blaze 
No rays
Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience
My mistake
I'm disgraced
While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations 

Please call me if I'm out your life
Don't call me stranger and wear a disguise
I just want you to think about all of the bullshit you done put me through
All times your heart fell for another
And I chose to stick with you
I cut you off for a week
And that was enough for you to call a truce
Then you started walkin' with scissors
And sleeping with roommates to show
That you cut me lose
I told you I can't fall in love
My empathy lacks
So why would you
Give me a chance to open my heart
Now half of it's locked inside of you


Sun blaze 
No rays
Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience
My mistake
I'm disgraced
While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations 


Sun blaze 
No rays
Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience
My mistake
I'm disgraced
While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations

Patience / Suti~Tooti

Song largely explains itself. Made during senior year of college. My torn abdomen & chronic loneliness were starting to have a large effect on my quality of life. I made this song to cope with my emotions.

Lyrics & Vocals: Suti~Tooti
Engineering & Mixing: Suti~Tooti
Beat: @splashgvng

Stream Here: [insert link]

Lyrics:

Look, Save Me / Suti~Tooti

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Surgery at 2:42AM  Suti~Tooti  Stephen Collier Payne  Stephen Collier Payne

It Was Only 4 Years

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2022-05-31

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Surgery at 2:42AM

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Downtown  Suti~Tooti  KingKaarma  Yogic

It Was Only 4 Years

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2022-05-31

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Downtown

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Stop Hanging with Him  Suti~Tooti  NK Music  Stephen Collier Payne

It Was Only 4 Years

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2022-05-31

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Romantic Therapist  Suti~Tooti  Stephen Collier Payne  jxsie beats

It Was Only 4 Years

 2584870 Records DK

Released on: 2022-05-31

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Are You Stupid/Crazy? (AMV)

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