Patience / Suti~Tooti

Uh, this was made a couple years after a break-up. Thought back to my feelings during that time I never expressed. Ye ye, that's the backstory :] Beat: @tennis player Lyrics: Sun blaze No rays Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience My mistake I'm disgraced While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations I'm layered up but the cold goes right through my breast Can't cover the hole you left in my chest With money, funny, flex, or sex And I don't know what's worse The pain of you being with him or this empty room Shrooms bloom all up The toxins I spewed that day now fume the room And I'm so frustrated You begged me to show all of me and that includes All of the things I wear The ice and my mask to distract from my heart stomping boots I told you I can't fall in love My empathy lacks So why would you Give me a chance See it's all your fault You gave me the space to backstab you too Sun blaze No rays Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience My mistake I'm disgraced While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations Please call me if I'm out your life Don't call me stranger and wear a disguise I just want you to think about all of the bullshit you done put me through All times your heart fell for another And I chose to stick with you I cut you off for a week And that was enough for you to call a truce Then you started walkin' with scissors And sleeping with roommates to show That you cut me lose I told you I can't fall in love My empathy lacks So why would you Give me a chance to open my heart Now half of it's locked inside of you Sun blaze No rays Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience My mistake I'm disgraced While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations Sun blaze No rays Know death in my eyes is nothing but patience My mistake I'm disgraced While you bathe in the sun with ya girls on vacations