EP • 2022
Look, Save Me
From It Was Only 4 Years
Released on May 31, 2022
Written during a period of extreme loneliness in college, Look, Save Me is a raw confession about desperation, ego, and the need to be seen. Told from the perspective of someone unraveling under isolation and self-doubt, the song confronts validation-seeking & emotional numbness.
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Maybe I’m not Maybe I’m Maybe I’m not Maybe I’m Maybe I’m not okay Maybe the life that I’ve been given is simply a lie If I touch down on my grave Would I pick up dirt or your light? My decisions, your permissions I simply cannot get them right Must be the stench, it comes from my eyes I don’t give disguise Ultrasound on the abdomen My greatest hobby has turned me to pieces Running 2-2 around a 2-0-0 got me looking weak and Now I’m back with Sirish My PT pushing P like elitist He trynna fix me Injury bitchy, it got a mind of its own PT got a brain of his own too 8 times the size of mine He’s the smartest nigga you could ever find Ask your doc, I promise his girl done hit his line Broly brain just had his first kid He and his bae are no consummate But he ran a 4-0 round life just to get here He almost 40…shit Where does that leave me? I’m almost 23 And I don’t see no end in sight to the pit of this loneliness I’m losing empathy Bitches will tell me don’t look Father says pick up the book Both of them give me advice They say I’m young and I’m restless I’m young and reckless I’ll drive a car off a cliff for attention (Gimme your looks, Gimme your looks) (Gimme your looks, Gimme your looks) Give me the swipes, the supers, and platitudes I don’t wanna hear shit ‘bout my attitude It’s ‘bout my ego and I need to prop it If I’m alone then I’ll use them to profit At 4-0 I’m splitting like Moses I’ll look like a mufuckin’ prophet Look at me Look at me Look at me Look in my eyes Do you feel guilty yet? Validate me or drop to your knees and repent Just look at me Look at me Look at me Tell me I’m right I know you smell it, yeah Desperation It carries a toxic scent Look at me Look Look Look at me Look at me I’m am the prize Open me up and give me a reason Hop in my box ‘cause you I’ll believe in Look at me Look at me Look at me Save my life The noose is tight on my neck But I don’t wanna die alone again Maybe I’m not Maybe I’m Maybe I’m not Maybe I’m Maybe I’m not okay Maybe the life that I’ve been given is simply a lie