Released on graduation day, May 31, 2022, 'It Was Only 4 Years' is Suti~Tooti’s debut EP, written largely during junior and senior year of college throughout the COVID-19 pandemic. The project documents a period of emotional isolation, instability, and self-awareness at the threshold between college and adulthood.

It Was Only 4 Years

Ambient Waves

Written after a difficult breakup, Patience explores the shame of being vulnerable about a past your partner could never accept, and the unspoken bitterness of waiting for pain to fade while the other person moves on.

Patience

Written during a period of extreme loneliness in college, Look, Save Me is a raw confession about desperation, ego, and the need to be seen. Told from the perspective of someone unraveling under isolation and self-doubt, the song confronts validation-seeking & emotional numbness.

Look, Save Me

A short improv piano piece recorded that night before abdominal surgery in early 2022.

Surgery At 2:42AM

Downtown (feat. KingKaarma)

Stop Hanging With Him is a disturbing, self-aware exploration of jealousy curdling into emotional volatility. Told from the perspective of someone spiraling under rejection and insecurity, the song confronts possessiveness, self-hatred, and the dangerous impulse to use pain — and even self-harm — as a way to regain control. Written just weeks before graduation.

Stop Hanging with Him

If you could help your love interest through emotional turmoil knowing they would ultimately choose someone else, would you still help? Romantic Therapist examines the ethical collapse that occurs when emotional care is given to someone who will never reciprocate it. Written the night before college graduation in 2022.

It Was Only 4 Years

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