Digital Single • 2022
Lost My Mind
Released on August 25, 2022
Written after driving through the middle of an active car crash shortly after moving to the Bay Area, the song focuses on the aftermath — replaying the crash and questioning the decision to flee for survival. Ultimately, Suti begins to question whether he’s really built for the life of a hero.
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I'm driving back home From seeing her off to Seattle (I'm not your therapist) (I'm not your therapist) Heart heavy This shit got me rattled Battle between my chest and my ethics (I'm not your savior) (I'm not your savior) I said "F"-it That aint the motive Stop being emotive You need the homies here (I try to be your hero) (Try to be your hero) The plans are in my tears Change the world Save ya city Them the stakes here Better save myself first I'm driving north on 280 Blasting songs about a Triforce Until something crazy Flies into my ears The sound of a "clunk, clunk" Shaq just dunked an SUV right into this Jeep's trunk Cars spinning into the walls I'm breakin' trynna make sure I dont get myself involved Glass everywhere This is chaos Drive through the middle My mental is way off Do I call Do I help Do I leave I saw sparks Can they breathe MAKE A QUICK DECISION So I sped off (laughing) Am I just out of my mind He dreams about saving He won't even help the people right next to him Have I just lost my mind Fake hero Die for the people Or they don't mean shit to you Oh, why am I not crying Am I just out of my mind You aint tough enough Delusional Your heart isn't big enough Am I just out of my mind Am I just out of my mind Have I just lost my mind Have I just lost my mind Oh, why am I not crying Am I just out of my mind My heart is not strong enough for this Am I just out of my mind Am I just out of my mind Have I just lost my mind Have I just lost my mind Oh, why am I not crying Am I just out of my mind